For months things had been writing steadily, speaking of pain, suffering, despair, my tears, my regrets, joys, fantasies, resentment and Happiness .... and everything is summed up a moment, that moment when my mother crying and shaking repeatedly asked me a hug and gave me the news that my be cut into thousands of pieces, which fell on my bed, broken glass, spray ...
While we had long since we met, had a feeling that in 7 years he became prominent, was kneaded and shaped ... we made each other a way of life, we learned a lot together, we loved as perhaps no one in the world, perhaps ... but we found everything ... That never renegaré not forget, you're so part of my past and my future.
already missed you since before your fateful game ... but I resigned to the fact of having lost as a couple and I have only to ask God every day for your happiness and mine ... but you never wished death ... and breaks my heart to know that you're here, walking among us ....
I also know that you are now in a much better place than any we are left to mourn your departure, it makes me calmer, think that as a good teacher now you're watching cherubs in heaven and angels teaching the word of God ... but it wont stop hurting me not having been able to at least give a decent farewell, not being able to listen again and see your smile, or seeing you hurt your hair for the last time ...
you left and now never see you again, your sudden death reopened the wound that I thought had dried by the passage of time and which had faded flower without water .... you never expect to see someone who is both loved and love, there locked in a wooden box, starting in the depths of the earth ... Try
to be strong .... I will be strong for you, for my mother, my ....
This is my last goodbye .... Always be in my heart and in the hearts of all who ever knew you, my friends, my family, my mother ... your students at school who both laugh. THANKS
LILIANA! for allowing this stranger you've ever known! LILIANA
THANKS! for everything you taught me life! LILIANA
THANKS! by just ... This last part of your life, having shared ...
me my Bebu Rest in Peace .... Cuidanos, we will again someday.
Bye.
LIGD
* July 24 1986
+ December 4, 2010
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