All colors and color pigmentation of the sun, today I all be blue, pale blue and intense that it conveys an air of sadness, that blue that causes cold freezes your soul and little by little the heart.
I am so blue that I am in a limbo, in a pause human psyche and the momentum where sofia fight with spears and shields, where the depths of every human being both regurgitate tireless sobbing ... is a battle to dominate the attitudes, erratic control the destiny of a person ...
I feel that I can not think ... I do not think I can feel ...
stupid dilemma He destroyed countless nights just thinking, eh finish with thousands of tears that have fallen under the influence of feelings were thousands of salt-flavored drops that have lost their lives so much suffering ...
Today I'm just blue, thoughtful, serious, look I suddenly lost in a random point on what is in front of me, my ideas come together with the lack of reaction, my mind tells me, my heart replica .. .
LA AMO.
As much as my ideas do stunts in time and space the result is the same pain.
I can not control many things, just know what I want, just feel it announce that my heartbeat and while the internal debate continues, I chill.
Heart.
Beats, thousands of them, with strong regional face, a drum as loud as thunder, in every movement fervently announced his name. A flash of adrenaline that makes my body stand up with pride every time I see before me, I lose myself in your skin, I'm a slave to your hands, your embrace is my captivity and perfume ... God! your perfume ... eternal reminder of my visit to his bed.
If only I knew or could connect my senses to their own, she could love with the same intensity as I do ... would have no obstacles or doubt, confusion ... only she and I would be in communion ... but I'm just a loving heart with a tireless flame ... his heart has not realized what is happening here ... simply ignored and I am a "I love you" more like maybe just tells a friend ... but desperation is a bad counselor for the things of love, patience .... I say patience ...
Mind.
Go away, go, go away, run away! not to play with you, I will hurt more, do not you suffered enough? to risk ... We've had enough of this, the sleeplessness, alcohol, smoking,'re killing me, think cold, so you have to be cold! that stupid heart only gets you into trouble again and again, it seems you do not learn the lesson, when I listen to me! You should not love you ... but you did, you've decided to ignore me but for once in your life trust me and let everything marchémonos to a place where none of this exists, to a place where nobody knows us, where you are valued by the power of your thoughts and not judge you by what you have, like lights or what you lack ... trust me ... Go!
and the debate continues between blows, crying and cursing ... silence the two I can not, nor heeding both ... haunt me these ideas and feelings day and night ...
Two days ago I avoid saying what I feel and the soul becomes one passes me, I want chest bursting with so many "I LOVE YOU" that I have not wanted to spend, I bite my hand not to write directly to dying to see it and be at your side, not whether is best, not stated, but I'll keep doing it until you simply can not more ...
The umpire is my naivete, I'm keeping hope, like a child protecting a speck of dust to prevent the wind tore it out of hand, is the last thing I have, hope that their chest, ever ceases to be an ice and start melt in my heat ... and if that does not happen ... then my mind will win the game and just ... I'll ... like a dog with its tail between its legs will leave my fate to any place that takes me away from the heart .... Blue live.
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